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my satelite has been disconnected now because my parents can't afford to pay any bills.
this is pretty fucking stupid.
i'm also so broke and everyone who owes me fucking money have been avoiding me.
yeah, okay. i've seriously just about had it.

i bought my plane ticket today.
i leave august 27th at six in the morning.

i spend every single day by myself from the moment i wake up until i go to sleep.
i am sick of being ditched. the only time people keep plans with me is when it's convenient for them. it makes me want to hide in a black hole.
selfish.

i'm fucking depressed and i'm sick of it.
i'm not coming back here when i leave. fuck you all. stay here and rot, you're all selfish pieces of shit and i am completely sick of it.